Post School Depression

[featheroflead]

has hit me. I had such an amazing and powerful end of the school semester thanks to the finals for my directing class and now that school is over and everyone is gone and I have to find a job I find myself feeling depressed... I attribute this largely to poor eating habits that I have developed. Since I haven't really HAD to be anywhere to do anythng like usually I have to I haven't been eating regularly like I do when I'm go go go. When I am super busy I MAKE the time to stop and eat because I need and really enjoy the pauses. Now that I'm not so busy I'm like "meh, I'll get around to eating." And so my blood sugar gets all out of control, I don't have much energy, and when I do eat all I want to do is nap. Top it all of with not doing anything (because I don't really HAVE to do anything) and you've got one unhappy Seth. "Which is the greatest human vice? Fear or laziness?" It really works well for me to say "Okay, what is something that I might be able to do RIGHT NOW that would make me feel better?" And then if I get up and do it usually I do feel better.

I'm so glad that I've been able to hang out with Sean and Misty. Tomorrow I get to hang out with Sarah and Danae as well. That is good.