crazy crazy sap
IT'S JUNGSU'S BIRTHDAY TODAY. \O///
Whatever I say here will probably be repeated a thousand other times out there, so I'll keep this short.
The first ever video I watched of Super Junior was Full House, followed by EHB. When I watched EHB, Jungsu was the first to catch my eye; he had blonde, awesome hair, wore spectacles, and had a brilliant brilliant smile. I remember getting distracted by his smile, but back then I already had Heechul as my bias and I hadn't wanted to be unfaithful. Hanchul was my first otp, but I quickly got distracted by Kangteuk and then Leeteuk and the rest is history.
After about five to six months, I started laughing like Jungsu. Rachel can attest to that; my laughter became really high pitched; even I noticed the change. I started dreaming about him, started linking everything irl to him or Kangteuk, started going, "I crave Leeteuk/Kangteuk now", started suffering from post withdrawal symptoms whenever my computer had been confiscated and I had to rely on my iPod for everything. He's taught me the difficulties and the rough times idols have to go through, taught me how to be grateful and respectful, taught me that smiles don't necessarily mean happiness.
There was a period of time when his dimple didn't appear when he smiled - my heart broke into pieces AND I WAS DEVASTATED. He impacted me greatly - before I knew the existence of sj-world and cyworld translations, someone told me that Jungsu was depressed and fuck I spent the next three days with a ): on my face. I actually find that kinda funny, in retrospect.
Jungsu is perfect and he's the one reason for my perversion, the realisation that I really wouldn't mind giving up my virginity to him even though I'm still so young. :| There are a lot of things I would be more than willing to give him, but of course I know Jungsu wouldn't ask me to have sex with him BECAUSE HE'S GOT KANGIN HOHO. My otp is great and awesome and unstoppable. \o/
HIS TATTOO KILLS ME EVERY TIME. Very first picture of Jungsu when I entered fandom. *___*
adklsjakdl HOODIE.
Cannot get over that gaze of his.
Dying omg gangster!Teuk. His lips are so luscious.
Shoulders. :Q____
Gangster Teuk number two. \o/
Why so gay, Jungsu?
And have I ever told you how feminine he looks like here? Not in those transvestite kind of ways but just really, really girly. I think it was a good idea to expose his shoulders and leave his arms covered. :D
Perfect housewife.
Taking off his shirt is one thing, TAKING IT OFF WHILE WEARING A SOAKED WIFEBEATER IS ANOTHER. :DDD And if you cover the top half of the picture, it looks like Jungsu has curves.
LOOK AT THE DIFFERENCE. :Q____
Lmao @ at his expression. TAKE IT ALL OFF, JUNGSU.
I have no words to express how much I love this picture.
Dying he was so pretty back then, even as a trainee. ♥
And how could we ever forget Teuk the tree? ;)
AND YOU GUYS, I HAD AN UNBELIEVABLY AWESOME DREAM OF JUNGSU LAST NIGHT. SRSLY. IT'S THE BEST THING THAT COULD HAVE EVER HAPPENED TO ME, IDEK. I THINK IT MUST BE BECAUSE I'D JUST SPENT ONE HOUR SPAMMING TEUKIE AND THE REST OF MY T-LIST WHEN IT TURNED 12 IN SEOUL. WHICH WOULD BE 11 PM IN SINGAPORE. IT WAS SO... SO... INCREDIBLE. /LOSS OF WORDS
It started out fairly normal. I dreamt that I was sitting in front of my laptop at my desk, as usual, watching Dream Team. (I think I must have been influenced by the subbed episodes of Dream Team + Hyuk stripping earlier on KBS World) Then Marry U came on and suddenly the sky turned dark. There was this... tree, that, now that I come to think of it, looked like the tree above, except much bigger. Jungsu was alone and he was singing along to Marry U AND THEN HE STARTED STRIPPING. I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH THIS TURNED ME ON, OKAY, HE WAS POSING AGAINST THE TREE AND DOING THE POSE HE DOES AT THE START OF THE BONAMANA MV AND I REMEMBER THINKING "HOLY FUCK JUNGSU YOU SO FINE I'M GOING TO HAVE SUCH A FUN TIME TAKING SCREENCAPS". IT WAS SO, SO HOT AND HE WAS SO GODDAMN SEXY AKDL;SADJKS
And you know what the best thing is? The dream was the first thing I thought of when I woke up. :DDD Rachel gave me the .____. face when I told her BUT I DON'T CARE.
I love him so much. ;____; ♥ This be a beating heart.
Whatever I say here will probably be repeated a thousand other times out there, so I'll keep this short.
The first ever video I watched of Super Junior was Full House, followed by EHB. When I watched EHB, Jungsu was the first to catch my eye; he had blonde, awesome hair, wore spectacles, and had a brilliant brilliant smile. I remember getting distracted by his smile, but back then I already had Heechul as my bias and I hadn't wanted to be unfaithful. Hanchul was my first otp, but I quickly got distracted by Kangteuk and then Leeteuk and the rest is history.
After about five to six months, I started laughing like Jungsu. Rachel can attest to that; my laughter became really high pitched; even I noticed the change. I started dreaming about him, started linking everything irl to him or Kangteuk, started going, "I crave Leeteuk/Kangteuk now", started suffering from post withdrawal symptoms whenever my computer had been confiscated and I had to rely on my iPod for everything. He's taught me the difficulties and the rough times idols have to go through, taught me how to be grateful and respectful, taught me that smiles don't necessarily mean happiness.
There was a period of time when his dimple didn't appear when he smiled - my heart broke into pieces AND I WAS DEVASTATED. He impacted me greatly - before I knew the existence of sj-world and cyworld translations, someone told me that Jungsu was depressed and fuck I spent the next three days with a ): on my face. I actually find that kinda funny, in retrospect.
Jungsu is perfect and he's the one reason for my perversion, the realisation that I really wouldn't mind giving up my virginity to him even though I'm still so young. :| There are a lot of things I would be more than willing to give him, but of course I know Jungsu wouldn't ask me to have sex with him BECAUSE HE'S GOT KANGIN HOHO. My otp is great and awesome and unstoppable. \o/
HIS TATTOO KILLS ME EVERY TIME. Very first picture of Jungsu when I entered fandom. *___*
adklsjakdl HOODIE.
Cannot get over that gaze of his.
Dying omg gangster!Teuk. His lips are so luscious.
Shoulders. :Q____
Gangster Teuk number two. \o/
Why so gay, Jungsu?
And have I ever told you how feminine he looks like here? Not in those transvestite kind of ways but just really, really girly. I think it was a good idea to expose his shoulders and leave his arms covered. :D
Perfect housewife.
Taking off his shirt is one thing, TAKING IT OFF WHILE WEARING A SOAKED WIFEBEATER IS ANOTHER. :DDD And if you cover the top half of the picture, it looks like Jungsu has curves.
LOOK AT THE DIFFERENCE. :Q____
Lmao @ at his expression. TAKE IT ALL OFF, JUNGSU.
I have no words to express how much I love this picture.
Dying he was so pretty back then, even as a trainee. ♥
And how could we ever forget Teuk the tree? ;)
AND YOU GUYS, I HAD AN UNBELIEVABLY AWESOME DREAM OF JUNGSU LAST NIGHT. SRSLY. IT'S THE BEST THING THAT COULD HAVE EVER HAPPENED TO ME, IDEK. I THINK IT MUST BE BECAUSE I'D JUST SPENT ONE HOUR SPAMMING TEUKIE AND THE REST OF MY T-LIST WHEN IT TURNED 12 IN SEOUL. WHICH WOULD BE 11 PM IN SINGAPORE. IT WAS SO... SO... INCREDIBLE. /LOSS OF WORDS
It started out fairly normal. I dreamt that I was sitting in front of my laptop at my desk, as usual, watching Dream Team. (I think I must have been influenced by the subbed episodes of Dream Team + Hyuk stripping earlier on KBS World) Then Marry U came on and suddenly the sky turned dark. There was this... tree, that, now that I come to think of it, looked like the tree above, except much bigger. Jungsu was alone and he was singing along to Marry U AND THEN HE STARTED STRIPPING. I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH THIS TURNED ME ON, OKAY, HE WAS POSING AGAINST THE TREE AND DOING THE POSE HE DOES AT THE START OF THE BONAMANA MV AND I REMEMBER THINKING "HOLY FUCK JUNGSU YOU SO FINE I'M GOING TO HAVE SUCH A FUN TIME TAKING SCREENCAPS". IT WAS SO, SO HOT AND HE WAS SO GODDAMN SEXY AKDL;SADJKS
And you know what the best thing is? The dream was the first thing I thought of when I woke up. :DDD Rachel gave me the .____. face when I told her BUT I DON'T CARE.
I love him so much. ;____; ♥ This be a beating heart.