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I don't know whats wrong with me or why I'm in this funk.
If I seem stand off-ish lately I'm sorry.
I can't seem to breathe in here, something is so wrong.
And if I spent hours talking to every person in the world, trying to explain to them what was inside me right about now I still wouldn't feel finished.
I can't put this CD down.
I love it, it inspires me, and yet I seem to do nothing while I'm listening to it.
Shouldn't I feel great?
I mean this week is really nice, yeah, I do get to sleep in.
But the problem is, all I do lately is just dig myself into a deeper hole.
I can't get out, and do I want to?
I don't know.
I'm confused and Shane's angry.
We used to be so happy when we talked together.
Now it's all just sighs and unhappy words.
If I seem stand off-ish lately I'm sorry.
I can't seem to breathe in here, something is so wrong.
And if I spent hours talking to every person in the world, trying to explain to them what was inside me right about now I still wouldn't feel finished.
I can't put this CD down.
I love it, it inspires me, and yet I seem to do nothing while I'm listening to it.
Shouldn't I feel great?
I mean this week is really nice, yeah, I do get to sleep in.
But the problem is, all I do lately is just dig myself into a deeper hole.
I can't get out, and do I want to?
I don't know.
I'm confused and Shane's angry.
We used to be so happy when we talked together.
Now it's all just sighs and unhappy words.