Just Burn Them Off
I hate Shawn's mom, I mean I really I fucking hate her. She's nothing but a bitch and a cow, who loves to make snide little comments, being the unhappy whore she is. I mean, me and Shawn decided last year we'd rotate family holidays, right? Like last year we spend Thanksgiving with his family, and Christmas with mine. This year we're planning to spend Thanksgiving with mine and Christmas with this. He tells his mom this and guess what she says? "Oh, okay. If you two are still together." I was like "What the fuck?" And today she calls up, telling Shawn she's over at his old apartment, visiting Pops, and expects him to just drop everything and come running to the woman who abandoned him and his brother and left them to spend their childhood with an abusive man. Fuck her and whoever she thinks she is.
Okay, I really want to get off of the subject now, it's pissing me off.
I'm bored out of my mind and I'm starting to dread that Starbucks interview tomorrow. I don't interview well, I always feel really pressured to make a good impression, and I don't work well under pressure, I get nervous. I bet you anything I'm going to fuck it up somehow, but who knows? Maybe I'll maraculously pull through somehow. Here's hoping.
I kind of missed this journal, I feel better after getting all of that frustration out. Could this be a come back? Haha.