Aug 02, 2005 10:17
* summer?!?!?! what happened to our love? why must you leave me so? now school has to come and...idk........ people? ;)
* i quit my lifeguarding job. don't question it, i did, and it was pretty impulsive, but hey, i did it and i don't regret it, which is what matters :)i didn't even put in the two weeks notice......what an idiot lol
* but now i have absolutely NO reason not to read Frankenstein and Mythology.......ergh, i would much rather lay in bed like an old woman and read my good ole christian romances, man i love those books, i read two last night...even though i should've been reading frankenstein...or mythology...argh
*im confused about boys, well one in particular, and i hate how i hold onto things and miss things and yeah let's not elaborate, maybe this school year will bring a special someone and yeah...live happily ever after? with no problems or worries? yeah yeah, definitely will NOT happen ;) ::sighs:: but one likes to dream...or maybe i just need to enjoy singleness and yeah..."play
the field"? no, that's not it lol idk idk idk!!!!! ::screams::
*i love you all and can't wait to see y'all, y'all holla when y'all wanna go out, my old band babes fo sho, i wanna eat lunch with y'all some day, k?
* hope you all accomplished what y'all wanted to this summer and had a great one, b/c it's the summer before SENIOR YEAR, it HAS to be great, this is our last summer together, next summer.....let's not get into that, but we must take advantage of this one.
* Jesus is the greatest medicine in the world, he's definitely one of my crew...never said that before, what i'm getting at is that Jesus is amazingly amazing and yeah, what an awesome friend we have in HIm
* here's a thought:okay, a few
1) each day we're given is most definitely a blessing...so what do you decide to do with yours? how is your attitude on this day? we're NOt promised tomorrow
2) why is it hard to confront people about God when He's the greatest thing that's ever happened to me, or anyone else in that matter? don't people usually like to spread good news? like great sales at kohls or a new starbucks in town... so why not tell people about Jesus? b/c let's face it- a lot of people don't know Him as a person Savior and friend....and wouldn't you like to see your friends in Heaven? I know I want to, so i j/ need to buckle up and do something about it, right?
3) i hope you people don't get offended by this, or are like "whoa ashley, simmer it" but i'm not going to. im going to try and let people see God through me and my actions, so by me posting this, i want y'all to hold me accountable, EVERYONE at school needs to be on my back and up in my grill ;) i'm not kidding, a true friend will tell me when i'm being an idiot and give me the reality slap in the face i need, so be a real friend.
4) i'm not trying to offend anyone or imply anything about anyone, i want y'all to keep me on the straight and narrow, k? tell me when i'm doing stuff wrong, it's going to happen, i AM human.
* IIIIII love! love! love! y'all~and for those of you that read all of this, i love you more lol