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i have decided that trusting people is way over rated. sure everyone is good at times. but im seeing way to many people do terrible things. to many people hurting other people with words or actions. and it seems everyone that i see now gets off on hurting their friends.
im trying my best to stay away from everything. i usally sit around home or hang out with a few friends, but i hardly go out in big groups like i used to. where did all the fun go when all the drama came.
pros and cons...
+ i have alot of time to think about what im gonna do in the next few months
+ im having fun most of the time
+ working alot to keep busy
+ learning alot about life
+ excited about the new project that catch27 is putting me on
+ i have an xbox now
+ became good friends again with a few old friends (keith, brandon, gina)
- no band... doesnt really bother me that much, but it opened up alot of time for me that i dont know how to fill
- to much time to think about things
- i dont see many people anymore
- rumor.. none even about me right now, i just hear alot about people and its sad
- i hardy to never see some of my best friends from the last few years.. (dani, biff)
well shit, im sick of this.. i kinda want to delete it... but ill leave it for awhile
last thought
but i guess it all comes down to that fact that im done trusting people. eveyone will always do whats best for them at all times. people will take advantage of you the second they have a chance to. so im done wasting time on trust. if you wanna hang out call me, im always down for a good time. if you hate me then tell me to shut the fuck up. im not gonna sit here and say i dont care what people think of me, because i do.. everyone does. but i dont care what some people think.
im trying my best to stay away from everything. i usally sit around home or hang out with a few friends, but i hardly go out in big groups like i used to. where did all the fun go when all the drama came.
pros and cons...
+ i have alot of time to think about what im gonna do in the next few months
+ im having fun most of the time
+ working alot to keep busy
+ learning alot about life
+ excited about the new project that catch27 is putting me on
+ i have an xbox now
+ became good friends again with a few old friends (keith, brandon, gina)
- no band... doesnt really bother me that much, but it opened up alot of time for me that i dont know how to fill
- to much time to think about things
- i dont see many people anymore
- rumor.. none even about me right now, i just hear alot about people and its sad
- i hardy to never see some of my best friends from the last few years.. (dani, biff)
well shit, im sick of this.. i kinda want to delete it... but ill leave it for awhile
last thought
but i guess it all comes down to that fact that im done trusting people. eveyone will always do whats best for them at all times. people will take advantage of you the second they have a chance to. so im done wasting time on trust. if you wanna hang out call me, im always down for a good time. if you hate me then tell me to shut the fuck up. im not gonna sit here and say i dont care what people think of me, because i do.. everyone does. but i dont care what some people think.