Sep 06, 2005 23:32
just a few things to talk about
1. i havent really had a crush on a girl for a long time... it feels alittle odd
2. im not ever happy in iowa anymore. thats why i leave town alot. im always happy when im gone, but not here. thats why im planning on moving... i think after christmas
3. i feel like im a complete ass hole now. with alot of friends, but sometimes i just feel like im being used to people. and im not into being used and im not in to drama at all.
conclusion, im not happy with life.. and i want to get away...
sorry im being very honest here.. its not stuff i like to admit, but i just needed to get it out there...