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I miss my weird-ass drama friends!!! I feel like because I don't hang out in J anymore and because I'm not in that play-pro class that I'm losing my friendships, like I'm not as close with people. Emily, Molly, Becky, Carolina, just people. I'm sad! I love all y'all!! I would go to J, but honestly I really don't like being in there.
I miss Rudy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:(
I love him.
I'm bored.
I don't want Christmas to come. My dad understand why, but he's mad at me he said I'm gunna have fun on Christmas and I better get in a better mood about it even if he has to shuv it down my throught! I miss my family! I want to go to Maryland and visit them! This is my first christmas without ANY family. My mom's family is mad at us and were mad at them and my dad's family is back east. Christmas used to be my favorite holiday, but not anymore cuz now I've got to spend it with "The Family" (quote form my mom) "The Family" includes Max and his kids, he nor his kids are a part of my family, they may be a part of my life, but i'm sorry they are not a part of my life.
Oh! and apparently I dont have to tell my mom anything cuz if I write it down she'll just read it later. So, I wrote a letter to my friend for her to find saying that I am had sex and how great it was and all this shit saying I'm pregneant and I will probably start showing so I'm going to have to drop out of school and shit. Then at the end it says stop reading my journal mom... it's funny! hehehe. I don't know what else to write...
bye!!!!!!!!!!
I miss Rudy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:(
I love him.
I'm bored.
I don't want Christmas to come. My dad understand why, but he's mad at me he said I'm gunna have fun on Christmas and I better get in a better mood about it even if he has to shuv it down my throught! I miss my family! I want to go to Maryland and visit them! This is my first christmas without ANY family. My mom's family is mad at us and were mad at them and my dad's family is back east. Christmas used to be my favorite holiday, but not anymore cuz now I've got to spend it with "The Family" (quote form my mom) "The Family" includes Max and his kids, he nor his kids are a part of my family, they may be a part of my life, but i'm sorry they are not a part of my life.
Oh! and apparently I dont have to tell my mom anything cuz if I write it down she'll just read it later. So, I wrote a letter to my friend for her to find saying that I am had sex and how great it was and all this shit saying I'm pregneant and I will probably start showing so I'm going to have to drop out of school and shit. Then at the end it says stop reading my journal mom... it's funny! hehehe. I don't know what else to write...
bye!!!!!!!!!!