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I'm at a good place right now. I'm learning more about myself and it's helping me define who I am. Because you can be something for a long time and still not know exactly how to explain it. So I'm uncovering things and learning things and I really like developing myself.
I've been with this new amazing guy who questions things instead of going along with them and makes me explain myself constantly. Yeah, it was annoying at first, but knowing exactly where inside of you certain words or actions come from is great. We went out to eat at the Thai house, and since he's trained there to be a fighter a few times in the past few years & fought over there twice, he can speak some Thai. He was babbling with the waitress and cooks, and I could tell he was talking about me but wouldn't tell me what he was saying. Romance is telling people how beautiful i am in a different language and not doing it to flatter me; I had to pry it out of him.
We'll see. I'm trying to better myself and right now I'm going with the flow of things and I'm sure that I'll be content with whatever is thrown my way.