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Once again, life is flip-floping. I can feel the 180-degree spin but this time, for once, I'm controling it.
Maybe I can't blame everything on myself. Maybe I can't always be the best. Maybe I don't give myself enough credit. Maybe I don't have anyone to impress?
It's like my eyes are getting pried open and a big bright light is being flashed in my face, and as much as I want to close my eyes, they're fucking open and now I have to just adjust to the light.
I love life. I'm not bipolar-- everything that is oging on is great and good and enlightening. It's just hard adapting to new things sometimes.
I think that the key to life is attaining balance & objectivity.
Now, I want to go through the stage when you realize who all of your true friends are. Or have I already been there done that?
Maybe I can't blame everything on myself. Maybe I can't always be the best. Maybe I don't give myself enough credit. Maybe I don't have anyone to impress?
It's like my eyes are getting pried open and a big bright light is being flashed in my face, and as much as I want to close my eyes, they're fucking open and now I have to just adjust to the light.
I love life. I'm not bipolar-- everything that is oging on is great and good and enlightening. It's just hard adapting to new things sometimes.
I think that the key to life is attaining balance & objectivity.
Now, I want to go through the stage when you realize who all of your true friends are. Or have I already been there done that?