seth hates this song
long walks in the semi darkness make me all giddy and happy like. even if i am a lazy ass.
it got almost completely dark by the time we got back home and it reminded me ALOT of back in the day when i would stay at jens in randle and we'd all go for walks at like 4am. see, randle is a super small town with one main intersection. it's the kind of place that people don't lock their doors at night or their cars when they go in a store. and the road that runs directly in front of the apartment she lived in had like no traffic whatsoever that late at night so we would walk down past where the street lights ended and do absolutely nothing. i remeber on night laying in the road watching the moon and stars and listening to the cars go by.. it was oddly peaceful.
*clarification- the cars weren't driving on the road i was laying in. there are 2 roads that run paralell to each other.. one is a main road through town.. the other used to be but it's really narrow and twisty/windy/dark so people don't use it much at night unless they live off of it.*
it makes me smile thinking about that.
i remember what i was wearing that night too.. my ninja turtle pants and nine inch nails t-shirt. why do i remember this? because i'm weird. and i have a picture o.0
i'm in a weird mood tonight.
i also thought about the weekend i spent at evergreen that i didn't eat the whole time i was there cause i was sick but everyone thought i was anorexic. which annoyed me cause i was fucking hungry but everytime i ate anything i had explosive diarrhea so it was easier to just not eat god damn it.
^^^ i've been holding that thought in for the last 5 years.
it got almost completely dark by the time we got back home and it reminded me ALOT of back in the day when i would stay at jens in randle and we'd all go for walks at like 4am. see, randle is a super small town with one main intersection. it's the kind of place that people don't lock their doors at night or their cars when they go in a store. and the road that runs directly in front of the apartment she lived in had like no traffic whatsoever that late at night so we would walk down past where the street lights ended and do absolutely nothing. i remeber on night laying in the road watching the moon and stars and listening to the cars go by.. it was oddly peaceful.
*clarification- the cars weren't driving on the road i was laying in. there are 2 roads that run paralell to each other.. one is a main road through town.. the other used to be but it's really narrow and twisty/windy/dark so people don't use it much at night unless they live off of it.*
it makes me smile thinking about that.
i remember what i was wearing that night too.. my ninja turtle pants and nine inch nails t-shirt. why do i remember this? because i'm weird. and i have a picture o.0
i'm in a weird mood tonight.
i also thought about the weekend i spent at evergreen that i didn't eat the whole time i was there cause i was sick but everyone thought i was anorexic. which annoyed me cause i was fucking hungry but everytime i ate anything i had explosive diarrhea so it was easier to just not eat god damn it.
^^^ i've been holding that thought in for the last 5 years.