life of a roy THREE
"so uhhm doc, do you think i can go training tonight"
"i don't think so. don't torture yourself."
however i've got to find out tonight's training was cancelled cause of the renovations thing.
kinda empty uh, dont know why. two weeks didnt train ANYTHING at all. even mma training.
off-peak period i guess. busy with school, tests, lack of sleep, me constantly getting weak/sick,
which comes to this,
i had this lump on my throat and when touched, you can actually feel the swell.
mummy said if i dont treat it at an earlier stage, i've gotta go operation and remove that shit.
oh well. hope that thing goes away.
and so, last week i got a bit haywired again
over something stupid in school.
how fucking dumb.
i feel embarassed of myself.
sometimes, i get mad over little things, sometimes not.
sometimes, i get mad over big things, sometimes not.
i know myself long enough to know, that it's not my bloody temper.
i think i have very good temper man.
just that sometimes, sometimes all it takes is just that little trigger..
to any of my classmates who's reading this, i apologize for freaking you guys out man.
so moving on, these are the things that made me happy for the past few weeks/days.
thanks for listening to my crap almost every night man,
you know roy loves you nong time.
WAR WANDERLEI. kept watching the vid over and over again.
seeing knockouts and TKOs gives me goosebumps.
a heavyweight that actually kicks ass rather than bear-hugging around,
Andrei Arlovski.
btw i think affliction came out with one of the most exciting fight cards in Banned.
and when the hell is wanderlei fighting again sia nb.
also watched the Dark Knight. it was freaking awesome la.
anticipated this movie since LAST YEAR MAN.
but hahahaha i watched alone, couldnt stand it. somemore that day someone pungsei me *ehem.
planning to watch another two times. mua ha ha ha ha.
and i wanted to mention another thing that makes me happy, but i dont wanna say anything first.
gotta wait and see how thing goes.
i really hope we could be better. ytd night was great <3.