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everytime i pushed too much i felt like a part of me is like dying man.
yeah, still coping. studies, training, i cant let anything crumble down.
reached to a point that i dont mind if someone gives me one nice hardest bloody punch to the face as long as i learn & polish my defenses and counters.
who cares man, it helps me also.
like you see your face in the mirror everyday and you see bruises, and you'll go
"damn, i gotta work on that shit"
so yea
and btw i dont know what to say to you already la, cant stand this shit man, gonna train harder,
thanks for the treatment.
thanks for the lack of concern.
thanks for the disrespect also uh.
that was the last thing i expected from u, in fact i almost didnt expect it at all.
moving on,
the past few days was as usual hectic. the gig at scape was good, great bands.
i think my shirt grabbed some wrong attention too haha.
just got the ship simulator programme to my laptop which is freaking cool, but it needs more mission.
hmm what else.
OH, HA. I FEEL KINDA DUMB NOWADAYS ALSO.
cause things like,
just now in the morning, i was already about to leave the house for school..then i got engrossed with the show on tv, about some scdf show rescue ppl and stuffs (iryan's forte ah "" jiggle jiggle them eyebrows)
SO
there was one scene where the woman was threatening to kill herself if they come nearer and i went...
"TAKE THAT WOMAN DOWN MAN, BRING HER DOWN"
....and my hands were swinging.
then damn,
i realised i was late for school.
ok this is so redundant man, just trying to laugh at utter stupidity.
ok fck la bai.
cant sleep.
yeah, still coping. studies, training, i cant let anything crumble down.
reached to a point that i dont mind if someone gives me one nice hardest bloody punch to the face as long as i learn & polish my defenses and counters.
who cares man, it helps me also.
like you see your face in the mirror everyday and you see bruises, and you'll go
"damn, i gotta work on that shit"
so yea
and btw i dont know what to say to you already la, cant stand this shit man, gonna train harder,
thanks for the treatment.
thanks for the lack of concern.
thanks for the disrespect also uh.
that was the last thing i expected from u, in fact i almost didnt expect it at all.
moving on,
the past few days was as usual hectic. the gig at scape was good, great bands.
i think my shirt grabbed some wrong attention too haha.
just got the ship simulator programme to my laptop which is freaking cool, but it needs more mission.
hmm what else.
OH, HA. I FEEL KINDA DUMB NOWADAYS ALSO.
cause things like,
just now in the morning, i was already about to leave the house for school..then i got engrossed with the show on tv, about some scdf show rescue ppl and stuffs (iryan's forte ah "" jiggle jiggle them eyebrows)
SO
there was one scene where the woman was threatening to kill herself if they come nearer and i went...
"TAKE THAT WOMAN DOWN MAN, BRING HER DOWN"
....and my hands were swinging.
then damn,
i realised i was late for school.
ok this is so redundant man, just trying to laugh at utter stupidity.
ok fck la bai.
cant sleep.