I feel

[fearnopain04]

I feel like i am in a shrinks office. "How does that make you feel". I was asked that earlier...."how does knowing he i guilty make you feel?" You wanna know? I feel disgusted, i feel so angry (at myself for not seeing the truth, at people who introduced me to him, at him for what he did, and at the people asking that dumb question), i feel disappointed in myself, and most of all i feel stupid.

I never saw it, i saw that something was off, i did not believe him when he said the porn was not his, i believed he was a good guy who made some mistakes, who is haunted by his past, but i never picked up on the fact he was a killer. How could i not see that, how could i not pick up on what he did?!?!

I have gone through so many emotions, disbelief, digust, anger, numbness. I just cant believe this is happening.

I just cant believe..........
I just cant believe..........
I just cant believe..........
I just cant believe..........

How did i not see it????
How did i not see it????
How did i not see it????
How did i not see it????
How did i not see it????