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[fearlovedeath]

I cannot even bring myself to look at your picture
Those nights of fun and confusion wore me out
Was I not suppose to look back?
Was I not suppose to think or feel?
I took your hand and trusted you
So tell me why you just walked away
You left me in pieces and even more lost
no no no it should have never been like this
Where is that call to ask how I am doing?
It would be nice to hear your voice again
Even if its just a short hello, or goodbye
hello goodbye hello good bye
goodbye good bye to you
Not even I reconginize the girl I see
Isn't she the one you always wanted?
It was her that you couldn't save
Lost for words and I am standin still
as still as can be
Can you atleast say that you tried
Now please don't get me wrong
You always had a special place in my heart
So I am sorry if I never let you in
Maybe one day I can say that I atleast tried

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