Just me

[fearlovedeath]

I could be the girl of your dreams. Until things get tainted. Sorry I am not a 20 year old girl living in a 40 year olds world. Yea I love to drink but I am not a hard core partier. Go ahead and call me a lush I don't care. Family means everything to me. Don't hate us because we are beautiful or better then you. We don't need your drama. Sometimes I'm a ray of fucking sunshine other days I am A tidal wave crushing everything in my way. I hate following rules. I hate feeling tied down. Dont ask me how I feel I most likely never know. I'm over getting sad or pissed about the stupid things guys do. I will live my life. FOr once I am finally getting happy. I have my down days...but meh. I am living for me. And I am exactly where I need to be in life right now..not like phsyically but mentally. I'll see you in another life if its meant to be. If not then it was nice knowing you.

brand new this sunday. I cant fucking wait!!!!!!!!

I hate pms lol. it is so stupid.