Take the red pill, take the blue pill?
I seem to be incapable of making up my own mind. I suppose I have time to hammer this stuff out but the indecision is just bugging me. Everyday I think I've decided, but everyday is a different answer.
A: Is three hours away.
B: Is twelve hours away.
A: Means finding a roommate.
B: Already had a roommate, though they may back out due to recent money problems.
A: Most of my family would be three hours away, and my sister one hour.
B: The majority of my family would be twelve hours away.
A: Lot's of friends and acquaintances. With my friends at Southern only an hour away.
B: A couple friends and a handful of people I don't know well.
A: Easy move.
B: Hard move.
Okay, so this list looks bad. Why would I be having problems with a decision like this, right? But see, here's the problem:
A: My brain and common sense says yes.
B: My heart and sense of adventure says yes.
And those who know how impulsive and emotional I am, know that when it comes to brawling my heart ALWAYS wins. So of course, my mind brought the strongest wingman it could, fear.
On the plus side, both places should be relatively easy to find a job in and both have schools for my interests.
Also, there's the fact that regardless of where I end up I'll be happier. So, either way it's a net gain.
A: Is three hours away.
B: Is twelve hours away.
A: Means finding a roommate.
B: Already had a roommate, though they may back out due to recent money problems.
A: Most of my family would be three hours away, and my sister one hour.
B: The majority of my family would be twelve hours away.
A: Lot's of friends and acquaintances. With my friends at Southern only an hour away.
B: A couple friends and a handful of people I don't know well.
A: Easy move.
B: Hard move.
Okay, so this list looks bad. Why would I be having problems with a decision like this, right? But see, here's the problem:
A: My brain and common sense says yes.
B: My heart and sense of adventure says yes.
And those who know how impulsive and emotional I am, know that when it comes to brawling my heart ALWAYS wins. So of course, my mind brought the strongest wingman it could, fear.
On the plus side, both places should be relatively easy to find a job in and both have schools for my interests.
Also, there's the fact that regardless of where I end up I'll be happier. So, either way it's a net gain.