But I'm cleaning up so well...
Lately I've been feeling really disconnected. And I'm not even sad about it....which adds to the disconnected feeling.
It's weird...I can't really describe what my brain's been going through lately.
I feel...new. Or different maybe.
Like I died and this is my new life, with nothing but shades and feelings lingering from the past life.
Which now that I put this into words sounds utterly ridiculous.
But it's true.
So much changed in these last couple of weeks that I don't really feel the same anymore.
I didn't just start college, I moved, people changed, my feelings changed, my relationships changed, I don't interact with the same people at all anymore, I grew so much closer to some and so much farther from others and the family I needed to get away from was replaced by family I would like to get to know.
But enough introspection.
I had quite the advenure today, which I don't really feel like going into detail about.
Other than it completely made my week.
It made me feel so fabulously....happy.
OOOOOOH DOUBLE-MEANINGS.
Okay, so only David will know what I'm talking about.
Whatever.
The point is I conquered a fear and I make friends good.
It's weird...I can't really describe what my brain's been going through lately.
I feel...new. Or different maybe.
Like I died and this is my new life, with nothing but shades and feelings lingering from the past life.
Which now that I put this into words sounds utterly ridiculous.
But it's true.
So much changed in these last couple of weeks that I don't really feel the same anymore.
I didn't just start college, I moved, people changed, my feelings changed, my relationships changed, I don't interact with the same people at all anymore, I grew so much closer to some and so much farther from others and the family I needed to get away from was replaced by family I would like to get to know.
But enough introspection.
I had quite the advenure today, which I don't really feel like going into detail about.
Other than it completely made my week.
It made me feel so fabulously....happy.
OOOOOOH DOUBLE-MEANINGS.
Okay, so only David will know what I'm talking about.
Whatever.
The point is I conquered a fear and I make friends good.