A Train wreck of thoughts!!
Sometimes I have thoughts in my head that would generally occupy the thoughts of a hopeless writer. A writer looking for that one idea and it just never seems to be able to settle in his mind. This is how I'm looking at life right now. It seems that I need that one desire to finally say hey I need to do this right now and nothing is going to get in my way. I have no worries at this time about taking care of my family but in the future I need a better thought out plan. The casino pays the bills and I've started a good amount to save. The atmosphere is one of a high school hallway and the people I work with can sometimes be somewhat annoying to straight up immature. I've been working on internet job sites and books and almost have came to the conclusion I'm either going to have to look for a different career in Michigan and take my law enforcement career to another State. This is a lingering choice and I have given a lot of thought to it due to family and convenience. I want to be able to have a good job and at the same time be happy. I'm happy right now just not with my job. Well this is the end of my rant for now. Just a thought process I'm going through if you have any ideas or suggestions feel free to comment.