to keep going
There are days in life when we feel great joy and days when we are plunged into deep depression.
I have been blessed that most of my days are lovely. I go to school, I sleep through english, I enjoy myself in theatre arts and think about Ensemble to get myself through math. I've been slowly living through my senior year and I can feel the days passing slowly, but as usual the months pass with great speed. It's April. I graduate in May.
On days like these we keep going. Not because we want to. Not even because we have to. But because there is nothing else TO do. There are no options, no choices. There is nothing. All you can do is ... keep going.
It's that kind of day.
I woke up, took a shower, dried my hair, ate lunch, worked on college stuff with my mom, forced myself to unpack from George M, brought my roses into my room, printed out my pictures, organized my gifts, and put together my board for George M so I wouldn't have to worry about it for graduation. I at dinner with my mom and watched Goblet of Fire and went out to ice cream and watched a movie with Krysten, Lex, and Steve. Now I'm watching a movie and doing homework, fitfully.
Just passing time.
It's going to be a long Easter week. Please God be with me. And God in heaven, don't let me friends be strangers ... guys, let's make plans NOWish if you're going to be at home this week.
Just to keep going.
I have been blessed that most of my days are lovely. I go to school, I sleep through english, I enjoy myself in theatre arts and think about Ensemble to get myself through math. I've been slowly living through my senior year and I can feel the days passing slowly, but as usual the months pass with great speed. It's April. I graduate in May.
On days like these we keep going. Not because we want to. Not even because we have to. But because there is nothing else TO do. There are no options, no choices. There is nothing. All you can do is ... keep going.
It's that kind of day.
I woke up, took a shower, dried my hair, ate lunch, worked on college stuff with my mom, forced myself to unpack from George M, brought my roses into my room, printed out my pictures, organized my gifts, and put together my board for George M so I wouldn't have to worry about it for graduation. I at dinner with my mom and watched Goblet of Fire and went out to ice cream and watched a movie with Krysten, Lex, and Steve. Now I'm watching a movie and doing homework, fitfully.
Just passing time.
It's going to be a long Easter week. Please God be with me. And God in heaven, don't let me friends be strangers ... guys, let's make plans NOWish if you're going to be at home this week.
Just to keep going.