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[fearisnotafactr]

im so glad that i have my best friend nicole jean leonard

but there are a lot of things that have got my mind ..... wondering?
i mean there alot of thingsi want to say openly but i know it would just be awkward
i think i am becoming more happy with my life
but i know i am going to be torn apart when nicole leaves
it just sucks
sometimes people confuse with their songs 
i wanna say so much 
but it wont come out
does that work?