Sep 19, 2005 09:56
Welp...
Last night Kira and I hung out with Brian and Brian at Brian G's house. We played some pool and stuff, kira and I got our asses kicked every single time except when Brian G lost for them by hitting the 8-ball in and when we won all thanks to kira!
lol I'm terrible at playing pool.
I don't know though, I don't know what I'm going to do about Brian. Well, I don't know what's going to happen between him and I.
It could take a long time for us to date if we ever did. It might never even get to that point. I don't know where this is going to go and it frustrates me because I know where I want it to go and it is going to take time to get there, and I'm afraid I'm going to put the time into it and it's not going to get there.
PLUS! the other night Ash and Kira told me how they feel about this, and they said they don't trust him because of what happened last time... Trust, sometimes I put too much trust into people...
I'm really happy I got to hang out with him though.
He smells good and after we left I could still smell him on my clothes! Yummy
I think that's all the entry is going to be, it's early, I'm still soooo tired but I can't get him out of my head. Silly Manda.