Happy New Years
I'm not writing this to the good friends I talk to. I'm writing this to everyone else who didn't give a f* that this is new years and they didn't care if I was alive or dead. They wouldn't know if I was dead in an alley, they wouldn't know if I got alcohol poisoning from drinking too much on new years eve (which I didn't because I didn't drink), and they wouldn't know if I got knocked up either (which I didn't). But the fact remains that they don't care that I'm alive and kickin', they don't care that I'm still taking it day by day, and they do NOT care that in a handful of months, I will have prom to go to, but nobody to go with. In a handful of months, I will be graduating.
I didn't even have anyone to kiss when the ball dropped and the clock turned to 12:00 a.m. on january 1st 2005
well happy f*in new years to you too
To everyone else, I love ya and my new years resolution is to stop caring completely about when other's are judging me, and to start liking myself.