thinking

[fearislife]

I like to think
you probably knew that
I'm always asking questions and wanting answers
I'm always daydreaming
hahah
and...
thinking is a lot

I need to get it out so here goes...

I want to know what life will be like for me in 10 years
5 years
this year
I want to know if I'll be happy
I want to know if I'll have someone to share my happiness with

I want to know because that's what I want
I want to go after the things I want, make a difference
I want to be a good person

I hate the word want
it makes me feel so incomplete
so far away from the things I have and the things I can accomplish

but what do I need?
I don't know

everyone has their little problems with what they have
and then I feel like I have nothing
god damnit why can't you people be grateful for what you have
I WOULD DIE TO BE WHERE YOU ARE