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May 25, 2005 11:38

Well, I’m glad to see that some people accepted my apologies to them about being mean , I wasn’t expecting that , I was expecting "yeah well fuck you" response, So Thank you to you guys ,

It was so weird, I saw Tony a week ago and he looks so different, his hairs gone and dyed. He looks bigger, like he actually might have put on weight.

Its crazy, I thought I saw a tattoo on his back.

I just wanted to run to him and say how sorry I was for our break up and how much of a bitch i acted and how i was so immature , and that I still loved him , and that I wanted the old times back ,

I know he wouldn’t admit to any of this , But even though he looked "evil" and "crazy" he was probably the nicest guy I have ever met , The guy that has treated me with the most respect , I mean I lost my virginity to him. That has to mean something. . . .. .Right?
I couldn’t have just been some non caring them to him, We were together a year , well almost a year , and I still remember when I talked to him and I said that we we’re breaking up cause of all our problems , he said “ Just tell everyone we made it to a year” , It makes me smile. We had some really good fun times, and he made me feel good about myself.

Even though he might “hate” me now, I will still always care about him. I’m over him yes, but there is still times I think about him, and read old things of ours. And I just cant believe how mean I was to him, and how much I took him for granite, so here goes . .

Tony,

I’m sorry for everything I did wrong , and I admit our crappy end of our relationship was my fault, even though I tried to blame it on you .Even though we haven’t talked for about 5 months , If you ever need to talk or ever need anything , I’m here for you , You still have my number , and you still know my name , and you still know I care

Kaytee
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