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Today I decided that I am not going to work at northern tier this summer. Its a long ways a way and I forgot to do my application till now. So there goes that idea for this summer. I think that I will be bored sitting around here. I know I do not want to file in a small cramped room for 40 hours a week. I need a job out there in the world. I don't know. I guess I will file only the usual 20 hours a week and then take the rest of my time and put it into other things. I think that I am going to try and jump start the youth group program at my church. It has been dying since my church has refused to spend the money on a youth director anymore. The last guy rocked but he is long gone. Last I heard he was in Iraq. I think he is back state side but his time as a U.S. soldier has not expired yet. I think I will hit him up for some information on how to get this going. In fact if anyone knows how to regroup at church group, I think I am going to need some help. Hopefully God will be standing by me in this adventure of stuff I am fixing to take on. I figure I can work two 10 hour days on Monday and Tuesday and then start up "Wonderful Wednesdays" again. That leaves me with 4 other days to figure out something to do with. Sunday I need to start going to church and such. So what about Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. Man, so much free time in the summer to do what ever I feel like and I cant figure out what I want to do with my time.
Anyone want to go to the beach with me. I figure it will be awesome. I just will go onto adventures with whomever I can. In fact, would anyone be interested in a road trip. I don't know where we would go but I think it would be awesome. I have always wanted to take a trip east along the gulf and then into Florida. Then I want to go north up the Atlantic coast and then cut on back through the mountains and go camping as such a few days in there. I also want to visit my grandmother who lives in the south eastern tip of N.C. Anyone want to go with me on this adventure.
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So I have been thinking about who are my friends...
First off, all of yall are awesome people.
but when I think about who yall are I started to think about how were those who had faith in who I could be and what I can do for the rest of the world and then I realized that most of my friends have little faith in what I can do with myself and whom I am.
One of my friends tell me that i am not that great of a person and that everyone else will realizes this in time.
Another tells me that I can do so much and I am worth while.
Some of the people do not know me enough to judge me but most of yall do and I know who is waiting for me to be as they think I am and fail by not being everything great I want to be. I ask that if you are one of these people will you start to think that maybe I can be all that I want to be. I don't want to fail which means I am going to need every one of my friends behind me, push me to be all I can be so that I will be the best.
And if you can’t figure out if you are one of those people who think that I will fail...I will give you a clue. I think most of my friends have little faith in my potential.
Anyone want to go to the beach with me. I figure it will be awesome. I just will go onto adventures with whomever I can. In fact, would anyone be interested in a road trip. I don't know where we would go but I think it would be awesome. I have always wanted to take a trip east along the gulf and then into Florida. Then I want to go north up the Atlantic coast and then cut on back through the mountains and go camping as such a few days in there. I also want to visit my grandmother who lives in the south eastern tip of N.C. Anyone want to go with me on this adventure.
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So I have been thinking about who are my friends...
First off, all of yall are awesome people.
but when I think about who yall are I started to think about how were those who had faith in who I could be and what I can do for the rest of the world and then I realized that most of my friends have little faith in what I can do with myself and whom I am.
One of my friends tell me that i am not that great of a person and that everyone else will realizes this in time.
Another tells me that I can do so much and I am worth while.
Some of the people do not know me enough to judge me but most of yall do and I know who is waiting for me to be as they think I am and fail by not being everything great I want to be. I ask that if you are one of these people will you start to think that maybe I can be all that I want to be. I don't want to fail which means I am going to need every one of my friends behind me, push me to be all I can be so that I will be the best.
And if you can’t figure out if you are one of those people who think that I will fail...I will give you a clue. I think most of my friends have little faith in my potential.