been almost 2 months!! I've returned/.

[fearforforever]

so, ok, through the love of one Tina(pezpunk.livejournal.com), whose lj kicks ace, I've decided to return in hopes to generate a better perspective on this thing. a few things in news: I'm playing out alot. This past week, i played at the stick and prior to that, the Island which both were promising. Gained a few fans, sold some cds, the whole deal. However, I was informed, unfortunately, that a close friend of mine's father died Tuesday morning at 5 am. With much love, I was convinced I was obliged and went to the viewing as well as the funeral. Much comfort to the McDonald Family: Mrs. McDonald, Pauly, and Scottie... Alot of old friends were rejoined and celebrated Mr. Jim McDonald's life. That was good. I made sure to note future shows in college towns for those who would be able to drive out which builds the crowd a bit. Afterward, I was rejoined with many others at Bev's house, it was fine but I had that social disturbance in my head again. btw, I have problems. Something causes a social nervousness in my head when faced with alot of people. I usually just need to bring conversations personal. It seemed to work ok last night. Dean's list again last semester and this semester seems promising too. good day all!!

ps- praise my return damn it!

pss-free show at Record X Sun. Feb. 15th at 6ish. free food etc. w/ Bedford Drive (acoustic)