Feb 07, 2005 19:28
I'll snort the c-o-c-a-i-n-e you wish all your friends had never started.
I'll fuck the men in the casual buisness suits who carry around Benjamins as their lowest bills.
rich rich rich.
Now you've gone and done it.
Hope youre happy.
It surves you right.
I'll be misrible.
I'll be the whore with her legs w i d e
open.
that describes it well.....take this week, keep it away from me....and you'll gain what you've been missing.
the love you never found, youll find it just around the corner. take your pick, andy, ryan, scott. they love/d you, why'd you have to pick the guy who no matter how hard he tries will never be what you wanted.
you'll never hear about my dream. i want to see if it comes true....the first part has, but still waiting on the curtains to close. i think ill drink to us tonight, til i cant walk, see or feel. i love that feeling, where nothing is real, its all a haze of smoke, drink, and dizzyness. you cant tell up from down, but you'd feel worse if you could.
we're done flirting, kissing, touching, you know where that leads me. we're left with words, same as the beginning.
you don't like where you lead me. you don't like where you lead. like where you lead. you don't like me. you don't. "don't"
you. said to communicate, so i did. i think ill stop, its another case of ill forgotten leads. you didnt like where that lead either.
i dont think you've completely liked where this has lead since the first touch of the keys. lock it, throw it away.
i think ill call you chastity, because you like to lock yourself away.
i think maybe ill write this in letter, seal it with a kiss, put rose petals on the inside, to show the contrast to what is, and what should've and could've been.
i know this sounds bitter, but even with all this, i still blame myself.
have a good week everyone, keep me in your prayers, i'll be homeless by sunday if this luck keeps up.
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