I am so fucking sick of this
That's the whole trouble. You can't ever find a place that's nice and peaceful, because there isn't any. You may think there is, but once you get there, when you're not looking, somebody'll sneak up and write "Fuck you" right under your nose. Try it sometime. I think, even, if I ever die, and they stick me in a cemetery, and I have a tomb-stone and all, it'll say "Holden Caulfeild" on it, and then what year I was born and what year I died, and then right under that it'll say "Fuck you." I'm positive, in fact.