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[fearbeforemark]

today...sucks. i went to georges party friday. i thought everything was alright. it wasnt...i said some things. and its killing me. eh. i smoked again today. thinking everything was alright. it wasnt...but what are you going to do. life=sucks. people lie. dont lie. comment please. i havent posted in a while. please dont hurt me...

here in america, you buy your happiness:

your the reason im sitting alone
your the reason im writting this down
your the reason im starting to feel sorry for myself
your the reason im smoking right now
your the reason im drinking when no ones around
your the reason im singing out loud
your the reason im not caring the phone is ringing
your the reason im staring at this wall
your the reason im feeling depressed right now
your the reason im thinking of you
your the reason im not sleeping at all
your the reason im still writing this
and its all my fault