No more sugar in my tummy......

[fearangel]

I spent the day up in Inverness visiting old friends of the family. It was interesting. I played Yatzee and learned that they official reinstituted the draft. Fun Fun. My mother stopped by Dunkin Donuts on the way up there, and I ended up eating 2 boston creams. I made the mistake of order an iced latte drink thing, but forgot how bitter they

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[hrolf]

"So when's your wedding?" "Are you in college yet?" "why don't you have your license yet?". It really bothers me when poeple ask me questions, while I on the other hand feel better asking then answering"

Sometimes questions people ask you can lead to realizations of things that have been bothering you...perhaps they were hitting a nerve..you have the opprtunity to do some research and spending on wedding plans right now, and i know you have a move comming up, but you shouldnt wait for the last min, or even expect help from family, even if they have said they would help with whatever they could. I thought you were going to start school soon, what DID happen to that? and if you need help with learning to drive i know id be willing to help you, and im pretty sure tanya would be also.

"At Rocky it was differant, like with audieance members, cause I was playing a part. I had to be cute dominant and outspoken, but still make people comfortable enough to want to stay. The very moment someone ACTUALLY tried to have a conversation with me though like "hey how are you...blah blah blah...", I suddenly felt like a cornered animal desperately clawing for a way to escape... or like I'm under some spotlight being examined and poked and prodded. It's not that I think I'm better then them I just don't have really great social skills with people I don't know. I'm not one to start pouring out intermost thoughts and ideas in a public setting unless I feel I'm in a comfortable enviorment with people I feel comfortable with. That's all I know how to explain it..."

you and i are alot alike in this respect, though i have an easier time now then i did when i was many years younger, my social skills are def in the toilet,something that helped me, i bullshit my way through 90% of the conversations i have with people...not my friends, not most of my family, but co-workers,customers,everyday people i could give a shit less about, it isnt that im an asshole(i am)just that none of these people know me from a hole in the wall and they never will.