A little note for the masses.

Jun 01, 2009 13:17

To my friends who are apparently shitting chickens upset with me because I've apparently dropped off the face of the Earth for the last 7 or so months:

I'M SORRY.

I'm sorry that you haven't seen me in what feels like forever. Don't get me wrong, I miss hanging out with you guys as well, but goddamnit cut me a fucking break, like seriously, WTF.

Alright, so you haven't seen me or really talked to me in months. You're telling me that the first thing you're gonna do when you finally talk to me (online or whatever), you BITCH at me because you haven't talked to me in such a long time?

WHAT THE FUCK. WTFWTFWTFWTF.

Did it even occur somewhere in your mind that maybe I could've been sick? Maybe I wasn't even in the state (Which was actually true, for like a week)? Hell, I coulda been in a coma or something. Did you ask how things were doing, and if I was okay? No. But you did jump up and down my shit about how you never get to see me or talk to me anymore. Gee, thanks a fucking lot.

I'm not going to play the blame game, here. Both parties could've made more effort, and you may feel differently, you may totally disagree with said statement, but you know what? That's where the fuck I'm leaving it to avoid any fighting or whatever.

I'm trying to be goddamn considerate. I know times are tough, and to travel from where you live all the way to get me in Annapolis, it's not fair of me to not give you any gas money, because I really do appreciate when you go out of your way to come and get me, so I'd rather be sure that I have at least a little something to give to show my appreciation. I'm not gonna lie, I'm broke as shit right now, and I HATE HATE HATE when people have to cover for me, shit like that. It's just another thing for people to hang over my head, and I don't like having to owe people anything but respect (and even that's hard sometimes if you're not a respectable person to me :P but I digress.)

You wanna hang out with me? That's cool, no problem. You should know my situation already, I don't have a fucking car, so chances are I'll need a ride, which isn't as easy to find as some may think. But jesus, don't assume that I'm unreachable! I have SEVERAL email addresses, SEVERAL AIM screen names, Facebook, MySpace, Twitter, LiveJournal, goddamnit take your pick!

Thank you for your time.

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