Easily the longest day ever. For real.

[feanix]

So, I had that assessment this morning...At 8:45. I was awake at 7 am. Now, I know to a lot of perfectly civilised people out there, that's actually not that early, but for someone who often isn't awake until 11 and certainly isn't out of bed at that time, seven o'clock might as well have been 4 am or something.

We left in plenty of time, had Macca'

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[lady529]

I can relate to what you're saying, especially about whether you're doing the whole thing for yourself or for other people. I feel like that sometimes, especially when there's family or friends who clearly don't get how it works, and they start talking about how I obviously just have to do this or that and then I'll get all better and everything will be unicorns and rainbows. Having something to call it can be helpful though, especially when having to explain to friends and family what the hell's going on with your moods and that. People tend to get things with names more than things without names.

I've decided to give things a go, mainly because there's someone in my fairly immediate family who tried to commit suicide ages ago, and now they're not only loads better (not 'cured', but definitely better), but they've got kids as well. Not that I think kids will solve everything, but I know my family member wouldn't be without their kids for anything. I figure it's worth it for me to give it a go just in case I get better in a while. Then I'll see when I get to 'in a while'.

The Lady 529

[feanix]

Good for you :) It can't hurt, right?