why...?

Apr 12, 2005 07:53

man doesnt life suck. I have one true frined thats has been there thought it all with me. You want to know the whole irony of it all, it seems like all we do is fight. I dont want to fight with him but that is all we do and i am tired of it. We are almost at the point to were we dont talk and i never thought we would be like that. I always thought we would be different then most frineds who stop being friends about stupid crap but i guess not. and the sad part about it is it seems like he is my only friend and now it is like i dont have any friends cause i am about to loose this one and i never thought that would happen. I love him to death and i alway will. We fight about the stupidest crap out there and then we try to prove each other wrong and most of the time it is my fault. I guess because i have this thing about being wrong i cant be and because of that have been mean to my best friend and i am truly sorry for that. I dont know why i do it but i just want it to stop. I almost just want to lock myself in my room and never come out. I dont see the point in coming ever coming out again, all i do is hurt people.
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