*sigh*
have you ever been doing something...
either by yourself, just sitting
or walking somewhere
or having a random moment...
where your mind goes to soemthing...
something just less than random...
like a personal regret
or a lost love
or something that involves the word or variation of "failure"
and sigh?
i had one of those moments today while walking to class. i realize now that i should have acted on this personal regret/lost love/failure when i had the chance too...but i didn't. well, let me correct myself, i tried too but was too chicken shit to see it through. now i seem to have a chance again...but i don't know if it is a lingering feeling of what i used to feel or if it completely is what i used to feel or if it is yet again one of my passing fancies.
i'm lost again and with valentine's day so close i want to feel loved. i want to know why no one wants me. is that really too much to ask?
apparently so.
either by yourself, just sitting
or walking somewhere
or having a random moment...
where your mind goes to soemthing...
something just less than random...
like a personal regret
or a lost love
or something that involves the word or variation of "failure"
and sigh?
i had one of those moments today while walking to class. i realize now that i should have acted on this personal regret/lost love/failure when i had the chance too...but i didn't. well, let me correct myself, i tried too but was too chicken shit to see it through. now i seem to have a chance again...but i don't know if it is a lingering feeling of what i used to feel or if it completely is what i used to feel or if it is yet again one of my passing fancies.
i'm lost again and with valentine's day so close i want to feel loved. i want to know why no one wants me. is that really too much to ask?
apparently so.