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why after almost 6 months now am i missin his phone calls the random visits that i could be making. The cuddling in his bed when my mom thinks im in Miami. The things we had in common. The smiles that i never understand why but were always there. The best friend that i always wanted. I know im the last person he wants to hear from but after all this time do i email him and just ask him why? why he all of a sudden stopped talking to me and sent my heart back to me in a box marked "over"? He never answered my emails when things first ended so should i waste my time and email him now?
hmm i dont know what to do. my mind is racing.
hmm i dont know what to do. my mind is racing.