the rain cloud above my head.
the rainy weather today is very much inclined with my mood. i feel like squirming into a worm hole and just lie low there.
i am feeling utterly depressed. and pissed.
not because i didn't succeed.
probably because i can't have it now. like now.
well, why do people like to keep their problems to themselves?
because one, they feel that whining to others won't be of much use. The other person could probably have bigger problems but well, is still nice enough to sincerely offer to listen and lend a shoulder and a pair of ears. two, the other person could probably suck at giving advice.
Sometimes, it's theraputic talking to a tree. It doesn't retort back with advice, makes you feel like you have the right to feel that certain way, express your emotions. You can hug it if you wish to cry. you can peel the bark while talking to it. you can punch it if you're feeling pissed (not highly recommended because it's a nice decent living thing and your knuckles may crack), it stays rooted for quite awhile; so you can always expect it to be there when you need it.
spending this saturday afternoon in the office. no i do not have a choice.
because my filming schedule this week is as such:
14th , 15th, 16th,19th.20th,21st,22nd,23rd,25th,26th,27th,28th,29th,30th.
i'd be lucky if i do not faint halfway through.
after this show, i'm so staying away from volleyballs.
i am feeling utterly depressed. and pissed.
not because i didn't succeed.
probably because i can't have it now. like now.
well, why do people like to keep their problems to themselves?
because one, they feel that whining to others won't be of much use. The other person could probably have bigger problems but well, is still nice enough to sincerely offer to listen and lend a shoulder and a pair of ears. two, the other person could probably suck at giving advice.
Sometimes, it's theraputic talking to a tree. It doesn't retort back with advice, makes you feel like you have the right to feel that certain way, express your emotions. You can hug it if you wish to cry. you can peel the bark while talking to it. you can punch it if you're feeling pissed (not highly recommended because it's a nice decent living thing and your knuckles may crack), it stays rooted for quite awhile; so you can always expect it to be there when you need it.
spending this saturday afternoon in the office. no i do not have a choice.
because my filming schedule this week is as such:
14th , 15th, 16th,19th.20th,21st,22nd,23rd,25th,26th,27th,28th,29th,30th.
i'd be lucky if i do not faint halfway through.
after this show, i'm so staying away from volleyballs.