she is
she is normally the one who takes the lead in group discussions, speaks up in class, cracks the jokes, eats the most.
she is usually loud without having to try too hard, soft-spoken when needed, serious when required.
she does some talking, a fair share of listening & a lot of thinking.
sometimes, she thinks too much. sometimes, she thinks too deep.
and deep thinking is not widely-recommended. or so she thinks.
people think they know who she really is. but they don't. because she herself doesn't. not all the time. well, sometimes. she has what they call- dual personality. one for her peers, the other for herself to see. when she is alone, she doesn't speak much. her left side of the brain tends to debate with the right. and most of the time when this happens, her brows narrow in frustration but she doesn't utter a sound. her heart can skip a beat or two. but she tends to want to listen to her head than her heart. well, sometimes the heart still wins.
she is going through a rather miserable time right now. she is aware of the people she can handpick out to speak too, to share the problem with and she knows that there's one who's always there, the one they often look up and point at, up in the sky, above. somehow, she cannot explain the root of the misery. it's eating slow, she knows. the roots of it are reaching out in certain aspects of her life. she tries to ignore one, two. but each time she does, they creep further.
she tries frantically to put it into words for those whom she's picked out to speak too. but she can't. not because she's not fluent in the language, but because sometimes, the word 'emotion' just cannot seem to be described with other adjectives. not a single adjective can solely represent the silent & crafty feeling she is going through. well, she tried looking it up on dictionary.com but to no avail.
she knows something is terribly wrong. because there is this thing they call-'gut feeling' that is stirring inside of her. 'they say'- probably the biggest liars in the world. and probably the only liars who are going to remain anonymous forever.
she is going to try and keep herself busy for now. because she knows it will distract her and maybe push the boo-boo feeling back, just a little? a little is good.
can you tell what she is trying to say? can you comprehend?
it is okay if you can't. because this entry makes no sense.
she is usually loud without having to try too hard, soft-spoken when needed, serious when required.
she does some talking, a fair share of listening & a lot of thinking.
sometimes, she thinks too much. sometimes, she thinks too deep.
and deep thinking is not widely-recommended. or so she thinks.
people think they know who she really is. but they don't. because she herself doesn't. not all the time. well, sometimes. she has what they call- dual personality. one for her peers, the other for herself to see. when she is alone, she doesn't speak much. her left side of the brain tends to debate with the right. and most of the time when this happens, her brows narrow in frustration but she doesn't utter a sound. her heart can skip a beat or two. but she tends to want to listen to her head than her heart. well, sometimes the heart still wins.
she is going through a rather miserable time right now. she is aware of the people she can handpick out to speak too, to share the problem with and she knows that there's one who's always there, the one they often look up and point at, up in the sky, above. somehow, she cannot explain the root of the misery. it's eating slow, she knows. the roots of it are reaching out in certain aspects of her life. she tries to ignore one, two. but each time she does, they creep further.
she tries frantically to put it into words for those whom she's picked out to speak too. but she can't. not because she's not fluent in the language, but because sometimes, the word 'emotion' just cannot seem to be described with other adjectives. not a single adjective can solely represent the silent & crafty feeling she is going through. well, she tried looking it up on dictionary.com but to no avail.
she knows something is terribly wrong. because there is this thing they call-'gut feeling' that is stirring inside of her. 'they say'- probably the biggest liars in the world. and probably the only liars who are going to remain anonymous forever.
she is going to try and keep herself busy for now. because she knows it will distract her and maybe push the boo-boo feeling back, just a little? a little is good.
can you tell what she is trying to say? can you comprehend?
it is okay if you can't. because this entry makes no sense.