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its weird how something i think of as so obviously wrong is perfectly okay in someone elses mind. like to me and many other of my friends, the idea of not going to college is totally insane. and not having a job where you make enough money so that you can splurge on some nice things here and there but at the same time support yourself in a stable financial/living condition. i couldnt fathom not going to a good 4 year college and most likely some other type of school after that. but then theres the people who either arent in college or go to/want to go to a community college for two years and are content with making just enough every year to pay the bills. and like that really just doesnt bother them at all. im not gonna say anymore cuz its gonna come out like im a rich snob or something. and im not rich or a snob. so im done with this topic.
aw ben always knows the right thing to say. he doesnt solve my problems but hes a bright kid lol. i just hate how one day i can be so excited about something and then the next morning wake up and have that sick nervous feeling in my stomach that i know oh so well.
so anyway, homecomings coming up, as everyone knows quite well. i love my dress and my shoes. im thinking i'll just straighten my hair, cuz it looks good w/ the dress that way and its easy so whatever. lambertis before. no limo : ( i wonder if i'll get a corsage... prlly not. i havent gotten a corsage or flower or anything from a date since 8th grade formal. its weird to me that this is my last homecoming. and that by next year i'll be so much different and im sure my perspective of high school kids will change, just like it did of middle school kids when i was a freshman in high school. not that i'll think im better than anyone, just like... college is a whole new world. so all that stuffy high school drama and trying to sneak parties past parents thing is all gone... but anyway, this has been a good last homecoming so far tho w/ the spirit week and float meetings and stuff. not that ive gone to a whole lot of float meetings tho. ive had work most of the nights, and then when it wasnt work it seemed like there was always something else, like that stupid tok paper... but ive still been to a few and im thinking i'll go tomorrow or whenever too.
im kinda getting sick of certain peoples attitudes. get off your fucking high horse and stop being such a drama queen. my goodness.
this has to be like the most bipolar journal entry lol.
jack johnson is awesome.
aw ben always knows the right thing to say. he doesnt solve my problems but hes a bright kid lol. i just hate how one day i can be so excited about something and then the next morning wake up and have that sick nervous feeling in my stomach that i know oh so well.
so anyway, homecomings coming up, as everyone knows quite well. i love my dress and my shoes. im thinking i'll just straighten my hair, cuz it looks good w/ the dress that way and its easy so whatever. lambertis before. no limo : ( i wonder if i'll get a corsage... prlly not. i havent gotten a corsage or flower or anything from a date since 8th grade formal. its weird to me that this is my last homecoming. and that by next year i'll be so much different and im sure my perspective of high school kids will change, just like it did of middle school kids when i was a freshman in high school. not that i'll think im better than anyone, just like... college is a whole new world. so all that stuffy high school drama and trying to sneak parties past parents thing is all gone... but anyway, this has been a good last homecoming so far tho w/ the spirit week and float meetings and stuff. not that ive gone to a whole lot of float meetings tho. ive had work most of the nights, and then when it wasnt work it seemed like there was always something else, like that stupid tok paper... but ive still been to a few and im thinking i'll go tomorrow or whenever too.
im kinda getting sick of certain peoples attitudes. get off your fucking high horse and stop being such a drama queen. my goodness.
this has to be like the most bipolar journal entry lol.
jack johnson is awesome.