Feb 17, 2005 14:49
What if….this was just the universes way of telling me I am anomalous or a disappointment or something of the sort. I’m so fucking happy for those who can be happy with there small pathetic lives, but argh.
I have cried in days…I haven’t cut in weeks; I don’t know where I stand. I’ve fallen along the side lines…and apparently I can’t get back on my feet.
*Irena’s play last night, she was fabulous. <3
mcs in 5 days!