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So I guess everything has turned out okay. The weird thing is I was pretty much happier then usual though the entire miss haps lately. Then Dave asked if all and all if I was happy and okay inside. I really don’t know. I mean I guess I’m artificially happy but am I truly happy. Who knows? Billy stole my thunder over the weekend and well most of the week, witch I wasn’t too happy about. I feel so bad, do I actually need that much attention that nobody should pay any attention to anybody else. Sometimes I wish I could change things about myself. But them again everybody wants to change something about themselves. But it’s so stupid. Maybe we are all so imperfect that were perfect (with our flaws.)
Blah…so this week so far has been pretty boring. All I’ve actually done is be sick and sleep. I got invited to Simon’s party on Saturday; witch makes me feel really special. But I’m not going because I’m having Irina’s birthday party at my house on that night. That should be interesting. I’m going to try and make it really wonderful and fun, I want her to a great time; she derives it. =)
I start my schooling soon witch I’m so happy about. Then I won’t have to do other peoples homework to keep me sane. =)
Blah…so this week so far has been pretty boring. All I’ve actually done is be sick and sleep. I got invited to Simon’s party on Saturday; witch makes me feel really special. But I’m not going because I’m having Irina’s birthday party at my house on that night. That should be interesting. I’m going to try and make it really wonderful and fun, I want her to a great time; she derives it. =)
I start my schooling soon witch I’m so happy about. Then I won’t have to do other peoples homework to keep me sane. =)