Sep 18, 2004 01:01
I dont think ive ever felt to humanly nornmal. the pain in my feet, the dizziness in my head the sadness in my heart....its all so real. not a thought about loniness, hunger, lost hopes and broken hearts. could this be what it feels like to be happy? i couldnt tell you...
tonight was so oddly great. It was aferdita goodbye party. of course me being me i was quite late...but at the same time on time; werid. anyways...everybody was at liems. I smoked other peoples pot and drank waynes beer.lol. i meet some new intresing people...and i might be going to the kittie show? the best part of the night was when the guys started beaten eahcother up and the "circle of death" lmao.
lots of people left at 930...well all the people i knew theair bascially...and i gave aferdita a big hug.
I'M GOING TO MISS HER SO MUCH!=(
I CANT BELEIVE SHE'S GONE!
I DONT KNOW WHAT I"M GOING TO DO WITHOUT HER!
time to write a heartflet 'emo' song for her now.lol.
but im going to be sane and not do such a horrible thing.
back to my nigh...me and this girl went for a drive and sung pretty songs.
we ended up at her house. and we did things. and then i came home. dun dun dunn!
Heres the plan:
I'm going to England when after does there next show there.
-and aferditas coming with me to the show. =)
Goodbye gorgeous.