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I was seeing a guy for awhile after me and stephen split , it was purely just fun...to start with, which is all i wanted i dont wanna be in a relationship yet its way to soon. But the more time we spent together the more we both realised we were starting to have feelings for eachother without meaning to. So we both decided to stop seeing eachother so much and hopefully those feelings wud fade. you see he is alotttt older than me with kids , one who is only 5 years younger than me and it wud just never work out with us but we enjoy eachothers company. So anyway my heads all in a mess cos i cant stop thinking about him..its not good! So i text him last night saying we have to leave it because its just to hard, least i know now that im not going to see him again so i neeed to get him outta my head!! He understood and asked if we can still be mates..i said yes..but i know I wont be able to see him unless its just a passing in the street.
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Its strange how even though you say to yourself your not going to get attached to someone your heart still does without your permission lol.
Soo im at another chapter in my life where i can just start afresh, I can just enjoy being me with no complications and hopefully my Mr Right will just find me because i'm deffenatly sick of trying to find him.
