everything i say is sincere.
basically im speechless.
i just got torn apart by the person i love more than anything, who i thought loved me, was totally betrayed by 2 people i once called my best friends, and basically had to forget about an amazing friendship i had with someone simply because our emotions arent on the same page. all these things happenned in the matter of 3 days...funny how life does that to you.
on the other end of the spectrum, not only have i learned a lot of lessons and values from all this, but im taking control of my life and moving on, forgetting about people and problems that seemed important, but have turned out to be nothing but petty. im not going to lie, im going to miss a few things and this isnt exactly easy for me, but i finally feel content, so im working from that. i cant wait to open up new doors in my life and finally feel what love is supposed to feel like, because what i have been feeling just wasnt right. i cant wait to go to keene again and spend as much time as possible there with an amazing person with a funny name, i cant wait to go to dover,i cant wait to start my new job, im excited about a lot of things. say goodbye to the old me, and hello to whats coming next.
as corny as it is,and as much as he might hate it, id like to give a special shout out to chris osmer. thank you for spending 2 years of your life with me,andfor making me stronger. it was nice while it lasted. ill miss it, but it just wasnt right.i appreciate your flawless beauty, all the kisses we shared, all the heartaches,all the laughs,cries,all the lessons youve taught me, everything. i cherish all the times we had together, and no matter who we end up with, i wont forget about you so dont forget about me.take care.ill always love you, and maybe things will work out one day. ill always hope for the best.
i just got torn apart by the person i love more than anything, who i thought loved me, was totally betrayed by 2 people i once called my best friends, and basically had to forget about an amazing friendship i had with someone simply because our emotions arent on the same page. all these things happenned in the matter of 3 days...funny how life does that to you.
on the other end of the spectrum, not only have i learned a lot of lessons and values from all this, but im taking control of my life and moving on, forgetting about people and problems that seemed important, but have turned out to be nothing but petty. im not going to lie, im going to miss a few things and this isnt exactly easy for me, but i finally feel content, so im working from that. i cant wait to open up new doors in my life and finally feel what love is supposed to feel like, because what i have been feeling just wasnt right. i cant wait to go to keene again and spend as much time as possible there with an amazing person with a funny name, i cant wait to go to dover,i cant wait to start my new job, im excited about a lot of things. say goodbye to the old me, and hello to whats coming next.
as corny as it is,and as much as he might hate it, id like to give a special shout out to chris osmer. thank you for spending 2 years of your life with me,andfor making me stronger. it was nice while it lasted. ill miss it, but it just wasnt right.i appreciate your flawless beauty, all the kisses we shared, all the heartaches,all the laughs,cries,all the lessons youve taught me, everything. i cherish all the times we had together, and no matter who we end up with, i wont forget about you so dont forget about me.take care.ill always love you, and maybe things will work out one day. ill always hope for the best.