i thought there would be no more tears

[fcuk_in_heels]

all i know is that no matter what i do, there is always some way he will make me miserable. there's nothing, no in between, no happiness, just complete heartache. the kid has got ahold of me and i just wish for once in my life he would let go, because it's getting to the point where i don't know what i want anymore. nothing satisfies me. it's all a game. it's all a lie. i'm getting fucked with, and everyone else is sitting on the sideline laughing.