(no subject)
so apparently i'm bipolar, but not the sad kind. the insanely irritable kind. i believe it. dr. wright has me on medicine for it and it works most of the time, it just helps me know when the mood swings are coming so i can warn people.
i'm so distant from the two most important people in my life. i have not felt nostalgic at all lately, so i've let them slip away. i've been trying to let him go, trying to forget everything, to stop the hurting. i'm moving to san diego after i graduate so i can start over and forget him and his sillyness. i love him with all my heart, but it's just too much pain.
since i've been in trouble again, cheerleading is taking over my life and i love it more than ever. i love the boys on the squad, they totally chill me out and we always have a good time together.
i'm falling for one of the boys actually. i spend most of my time with him. we're best friends. i can tell him anything and do anything with him. i love him to the max. i just wish he felt the same about me... :/
i'm so distant from the two most important people in my life. i have not felt nostalgic at all lately, so i've let them slip away. i've been trying to let him go, trying to forget everything, to stop the hurting. i'm moving to san diego after i graduate so i can start over and forget him and his sillyness. i love him with all my heart, but it's just too much pain.
since i've been in trouble again, cheerleading is taking over my life and i love it more than ever. i love the boys on the squad, they totally chill me out and we always have a good time together.
i'm falling for one of the boys actually. i spend most of my time with him. we're best friends. i can tell him anything and do anything with him. i love him to the max. i just wish he felt the same about me... :/