What she said that made me cry...
I miss her so much. I know I havent been giving her the attention she deserves. So I'm gonna work on that. I really dont like that shes getting it from other people. But what can I say? I havent been giving it to her so why wouldnt she go somewhere else....I'm a fuck up baby and I'm sorry. You deserve so much better than this. I shouldnt ask you to stick around but things arent the same when your not mine. I dont know I guess I'm just being selfish. Maybe you could be happier with Chandra or Nic or even Jeremy for that matter. I just feel like they would treat you better. And its not that I'm trying to treat you bad.....thats not it at all. I dont know I'm just so fucked up. I want so badly to be everything you want me to be. To do everything you want me to do. I just feel like I cant satisfy you anymore. If I did you wouldnt be talking to all of these other people. I love you baby! I love you so much that it hurts......it hurts to see all the stuff you say to people.....the stuff you about people....how you talk to people because I know deep down inside that if things dont change soon that your gonna leave me for one of them and I dont want that. I want you to be happy and I know you say that your happy with me but sometimes I dont think you are. I dont know. I just had to tell you how I felt before it was to late. I love you and I always will. Your the only one for me. Please dont give up on me. I need you a lot more than you will ever know.
god... she made me cry soooo hard. i really do care about her. She is not a fuck up, things are just getting hard. I mean, amber, you have to understand the situation that i am currently in. I love you sooo much... you will never even know. You mean the world to me. When i you hold me I feel like nothing can hurt me. You are the best thing that has wakled into my life. I do love you... and you are not a fuck up. Not even close... you are my perfect angel, whether you like it or not! and i know you would be like no i am not and i would say WHATEVER and then you would say alright stewie and we would both laugh. i miss the times of laying in the bed laughing... well i am being tickled and you are laughing bc i am squirming all around. and for some reason that brings you joy. *weirdo* lol...hehe. jk.
I HAVE TO SEE YOU SOON! I miss your kiss DAMNIT! lol.
well i g2g. i love you... AAF... no matter what. til death due us part.
god... she made me cry soooo hard. i really do care about her. She is not a fuck up, things are just getting hard. I mean, amber, you have to understand the situation that i am currently in. I love you sooo much... you will never even know. You mean the world to me. When i you hold me I feel like nothing can hurt me. You are the best thing that has wakled into my life. I do love you... and you are not a fuck up. Not even close... you are my perfect angel, whether you like it or not! and i know you would be like no i am not and i would say WHATEVER and then you would say alright stewie and we would both laugh. i miss the times of laying in the bed laughing... well i am being tickled and you are laughing bc i am squirming all around. and for some reason that brings you joy. *weirdo* lol...hehe. jk.
I HAVE TO SEE YOU SOON! I miss your kiss DAMNIT! lol.
well i g2g. i love you... AAF... no matter what. til death due us part.