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Wanting things that you can't have is so completely horrible. It really is.
I might take guitar lessons finally. I was so tempted to play last night, so I tried but I suck. So I came down and declared that I wanted them now. Mom got pissed cause I could have done them in the summer. Oh well, though. She told me today to go ask about lessons, but I got nervous so I didn't go lol. But yeah. I should.
I was kinda uncomfortable at the soccer game. Cause they were like...tearing apart emo kids. The more popular ones were. And. I don't really like them, but I do sorta? I don't know. And I don't hate emo kids, and that was bothering me. And. Eh. Other stuff. I can't explain right now. No time. But... I am such a confused person. Sucks ass really.
*le sigh*
I might take guitar lessons finally. I was so tempted to play last night, so I tried but I suck. So I came down and declared that I wanted them now. Mom got pissed cause I could have done them in the summer. Oh well, though. She told me today to go ask about lessons, but I got nervous so I didn't go lol. But yeah. I should.
I was kinda uncomfortable at the soccer game. Cause they were like...tearing apart emo kids. The more popular ones were. And. I don't really like them, but I do sorta? I don't know. And I don't hate emo kids, and that was bothering me. And. Eh. Other stuff. I can't explain right now. No time. But... I am such a confused person. Sucks ass really.
*le sigh*