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I wonder if it's even possible for me to have a relationship with my friends the same as I do with you guys. Cause I think I need it. It scares me...to even think about telling them even the smallest percentage of what all you know. They're good friends but I don't ever feel that same sense of closeness and I'm not sure if it's possible. But I think I need it. I feel like I'm kidding myself with all these online friendships, because I can't...have that. Not really. You're there, I'm here...blah blah. No matter how much I absolutely care for you and love everything I have with you guys...yeah, it...I need it...in 'real life.' It's so easy for you..to leave me. I need someone here. I think.
Ehh. <3 you. too much..
Ehh. <3 you. too much..