i dunno!
Bleh I'm so confused, its dumb.
I was thinking about me trying to to be a D.I. next year and I really had it in my mind to tryout cuz I kinda thought I'd have a chance. That little 3 day marching camp w/ Cimino is in May so I was like "I absolutely can't miss that". But now driver's ed is in May too. So I was like "hmm...D.I..or permit.." I really wanted to become a D.I. for next year cuz it would be my only chance to try it. Because I'll be in JV tennis next year, and most likely on Varsity for my junior and senior year. And I already know if I was on varsity tennis, AND a D.I. for band that would be WAY too hard.
THEN I thought about tennis....Do I even like it? eh not really...Do I like the people in there? Some of them are bitches...So basically, almost all my love for tennis is basically gone. I kind of really despise it a lot. BUT I can't really see myself quitting tennis, cuz I've been playing it for so long. And I don't want to be like an overweight retard regretting that I quit tennis. I just can't really see myself quitting it. Cuz its the sport I've been playing since forever. And if I did quit, I'd be letting my dad down.
So now I don't know if I want to quit it or not. But about the D.I. thing, I heard Sam didn't really wanna do it next year, so I was like "whoo cool so my chances are probably good." but that info was wrong. Now I heard she was asking for recommendations today so yeah. It's a most definite thing that they'll pick the same people cuz they have more experience. So yeah, that idea's basically out the window. BUT NOW, my problem is on tennis...quit..no quit...UGH I DUNNOOOOOO.
I've also had the thought of like BEING IN tennis, but just not in the CLASS for next year....Yeah, i might do that, and just take lessons out of school. Hm yeah, and I can get another class out of the way. Hmmmm.... So I think I just solved my own problems...
So the almost final decisions are decided
-Driver's Ed over band camp
-Tennis over band
-Tennis sucks still
damn i hope this works alright next year :\
I was thinking about me trying to to be a D.I. next year and I really had it in my mind to tryout cuz I kinda thought I'd have a chance. That little 3 day marching camp w/ Cimino is in May so I was like "I absolutely can't miss that". But now driver's ed is in May too. So I was like "hmm...D.I..or permit.." I really wanted to become a D.I. for next year cuz it would be my only chance to try it. Because I'll be in JV tennis next year, and most likely on Varsity for my junior and senior year. And I already know if I was on varsity tennis, AND a D.I. for band that would be WAY too hard.
THEN I thought about tennis....Do I even like it? eh not really...Do I like the people in there? Some of them are bitches...So basically, almost all my love for tennis is basically gone. I kind of really despise it a lot. BUT I can't really see myself quitting tennis, cuz I've been playing it for so long. And I don't want to be like an overweight retard regretting that I quit tennis. I just can't really see myself quitting it. Cuz its the sport I've been playing since forever. And if I did quit, I'd be letting my dad down.
So now I don't know if I want to quit it or not. But about the D.I. thing, I heard Sam didn't really wanna do it next year, so I was like "whoo cool so my chances are probably good." but that info was wrong. Now I heard she was asking for recommendations today so yeah. It's a most definite thing that they'll pick the same people cuz they have more experience. So yeah, that idea's basically out the window. BUT NOW, my problem is on tennis...quit..no quit...UGH I DUNNOOOOOO.
I've also had the thought of like BEING IN tennis, but just not in the CLASS for next year....Yeah, i might do that, and just take lessons out of school. Hm yeah, and I can get another class out of the way. Hmmmm.... So I think I just solved my own problems...
So the almost final decisions are decided
-Driver's Ed over band camp
-Tennis over band
-Tennis sucks still
damn i hope this works alright next year :\